After the Intensive this past weekend (August 2014)
Man-o-Man!!! What can I say about this past weekend? Life changing.
I had no idea there was this much freedom for me. For so many years, I’ve been trying to figure out what in the world was wrong with me. I went to counseling twice at my church and felt so ashamed about how I was feeling, so I didn’t say anything. In, my second or third “session”, I blurted out, “I feel like I don’t like myself”. The only thing she said was “you could have told me that the first time we met.” She wrote something down and never bought it up again.
I went to see another counselor and I kept telling her that I know I’m a hard person to live with. I kept saying that over and over in hopes that she would help me see why I’m “crazy”. She told me “we know you’re a horror to live with, stop saying that.”
I said that to say, ReClaim is a program laced with the healing power, burden removing, yoke destroying power. I had no idea how much I was a victim of sexual abuse. I’ve carried shame for so long.
It Doesn’t Hurt Anymore
No one has ever gotten into my heart, mind and soul. No one has ever understood me before. I thought I would have to live like that for the rest of my life. I don’t have any words to describe the level of freedom I have and I’m not even finished with the process!
I’m a changed woman. I can honestly say that I am happy Woman! I don’t have a storm raging inside of me anymore. Thoughts of my past come up ALOT, but it doesn’t hurt anymore and I know I don’t have to let those thoughts effect me.
Another issue I had was that I had no idea what I’m here for. Since ReClaim, I now want to Honor the process for my life and allow the process to continued to heal my heart, then I want to turn around and live the rest of my life being used to help other women and men know there is HEALING!!!
Thank you Dr. K for pouring your life into this.